HAHA 30 may! and ii am finally 17 :D
a very good 17 birthday ii had..

thank uue this bunch of awsome group of friends ! really thank uue for the cake surprise and celebration your really make my day very happy thank uue very very very very very much ii really dont know wat to say beside saying thank uue.. really love your guys ttm! seeeya soooon! <3

this is the second week of attatchment.. ha getting use to the ward and enviroment ? taking care different almost everday fun ? tired ? boring ? another 3 weeks in surgical ward and another 5 weeks in medical ward.. seriously morning shift is more fun and more things to do then the afternooon shift lo.. sian tmr having afternoon shift and it end at 8 by the time ii go home ii think ii can die ha. ii wan faster go back to school ii seriously misss sch life like hell!!

humans change so do ii have you ever think before why have ii change into another person ii choose to giv up becos ii dont know wat to do.. yes i must agree tat when ii need uue tat time uue will always be there no matter wat happen to me and ii really appreciated it alot.. but do uue know uue have change into someone ii hate ? yes uue have change in some ways tat uue have become a better person but in some ways you are not.. and you are getting worst.. ii choose not to tell uue becos ii find it useless when wats the point of telling uue and uue wont change yes maybe uue will change but for tat few moments and uue change back... guess uue know who am ii toking abt..

shall update my blog since ii got nth to do.. 3 more days to attatchment.. ohmy! recently ii keeeep having some weird dream.TSK! today ii have it again.. but for this time how ii wish the second part of my dream is true but ii know it will never become true.. oh ya ii forget to go and loook through my nursing boook becouse ii forgot alot of things already hahahah wonder how my first day will my like.. hope my group will be fun ? hope ii everyday will kena morning shif hhahahahaha wont kena afternoon shif so afternooon ii can go jalan jalan hahaha :D ahhhh ii think ii am getting sick lo keeeep ah choooooo the whole day. tsk. fml man..

ahhhhhh ii have alot alot of things to say but.. how should ii say it ? hummm any idea ? haha kay ii think ii am toking crap ha. 3 weeeks of holiday has passss and 1 more weeeek for me to have my holiday before my attatchment start yeah and tat is when ii will be going to helll haha true ? ii wan faster 3 months of attatchment gone ii wan go back to ite!! ii misssss my friends like hellllll seriously missss them like helllll!!! walao eh seriously ii hate uue ttm! fuck uue bitch fuck die uue. everytime saw uue only make my mood spoil only lo ahhhhh the biggest mistake tat ii make in my life is to know uue as a friend if time can rewind ii rather not know uue as a friend. the same old me is back. haize fuck it man ahhhhh should bang wall and die man.. haha not a bad idea eh ?ii wan work somemore then ii can faster save money and buy a new lappy!!! or any kind soul wan buy me lappy hahha ii dont mind :D