y.i.h.u.i.

2011-05-30T01:02:00.003+08:00

HAHA 30 may! and ii am finally 17 :D
a very good 17 birthday ii had..

thank uue this bunch of awsome group of friends ! really thank uue for the cake surprise and celebration your really make my day very happy thank uue very very very very very much ii really dont know wat to say beside saying thank uue.. really love your guys ttm! seeeya soooon! <3

2011-04-20T17:55:00.003+08:00

this is the second week of attatchment.. ha getting use to the ward and enviroment ? taking care different almost everday fun ? tired ? boring ? another 3 weeks in surgical ward and another 5 weeks in medical ward.. seriously morning shift is more fun and more things to do then the afternooon shift lo.. sian tmr having afternoon shift and it end at 8 by the time ii go home ii think ii can die ha. ii wan faster go back to school ii seriously misss sch life like hell!!

humans change so do ii have you ever think before why have ii change into another person ii choose to giv up becos ii dont know wat to do.. yes i must agree tat when ii need uue tat time uue will always be there no matter wat happen to me and ii really appreciated it alot.. but do uue know uue have change into someone ii hate ? yes uue have change in some ways tat uue have become a better person but in some ways you are not.. and you are getting worst.. ii choose not to tell uue becos ii find it useless when wats the point of telling uue and uue wont change yes maybe uue will change but for tat few moments and uue change back... guess uue know who am ii toking abt..

2011-04-08T14:40:00.002+08:00

shall update my blog since ii got nth to do.. 3 more days to attatchment.. ohmy! recently ii keeeep having some weird dream.TSK! today ii have it again.. but for this time how ii wish the second part of my dream is true but ii know it will never become true.. oh ya ii forget to go and loook through my nursing boook becouse ii forgot alot of things already hahahah wonder how my first day will my like.. hope my group will be fun ? hope ii everyday will kena morning shif hhahahahaha wont kena afternoon shif so afternooon ii can go jalan jalan hahaha :D ahhhh ii think ii am getting sick lo keeeep ah choooooo the whole day. tsk. fml man..

I WAN YOU IN MY LIFE!

2011-03-29T23:13:00.002+08:00

ahhhhhh ii have alot alot of things to say but.. how should ii say it ? hummm any idea ? haha kay ii think ii am toking crap ha. 3 weeeks of holiday has passss and 1 more weeeek for me to have my holiday before my attatchment start yeah and tat is when ii will be going to helll haha true ? ii wan faster 3 months of attatchment gone ii wan go back to ite!! ii misssss my friends like hellllll seriously missss them like helllll!!! walao eh seriously ii hate uue ttm! fuck uue bitch fuck die uue. everytime saw uue only make my mood spoil only lo ahhhhh the biggest mistake tat ii make in my life is to know uue as a friend if time can rewind ii rather not know uue as a friend. the same old me is back. haize fuck it man ahhhhh should bang wall and die man.. haha not a bad idea eh ?ii wan work somemore then ii can faster save money and buy a new lappy!!! or any kind soul wan buy me lappy hahha ii dont mind :D

2011-03-19T17:22:00.002+08:00

Finally decided to update/post haha. hummm 1 weeek of holiday has passs wow life is sian for me kay?! everyday stay at home to use com walao really can die ehhh. another 3 weeks to attatchment. fast eh ? another 22 days to know my result for mursing ahhh hell me pass? fail? shall wait until then.. just finish watching DREAM HIGH not long ago omg iu is pretty! ii love her voice ttm so nice hahhaha lots of things happen this weeek haize.. hope my juliet is feeling better now.. walao this few days ii am really mad almost everyday sleep at 4 plus going 5 ? wat the hell is wrong wif me ?? then in the middle of the night hungry somemore wat the hell -.- stupid ahhhh shit me! hummm many things are running through my head feeling very bad.. seeems like more and more problem are coming towards me.. wat should ii do take a plastic bag and cover my head ? ha. not a bad idea ah ? kay tan liying is now at her camp hos she is having fun there.. hope she will not fall sick..*crosss finger and pray* haha so nice of me right to pray for her haha ii know ii know :D

ii am starting to misss those laughter that we have everyday.. shall see your after 3 months all the best to your for CP! JN1101G

guess you are really no longer important to me anymore

2011-02-26T23:49:00.001+08:00

Ha. time for me to post or update again. yeap finally done wif my phase test and bio test 2 ^^
haha darm happy lah finally finish and ii passsss my phase test walao lucky die me lo kanna PPE heng ah!~ phew~~ lucky not kanna bed bath if not ii sure die until very jialat de lo so many things need to remember.. haha 1 more weeek of study to exam ha fast eh ? then jiu will have holiday le ha time fly so darm fast then after tat jiu got attatchment le omg so fast ii am not ready and ii am scared of attatchment can?! wat if ii do wrong how ? wat if ii make until the patient more worst ? OMG! ahhhh so many quesstion keeeeeep poping out haize.. time to bang the wall yeah ? haize dont know wat to post le hahha bye:)

2011-02-14T22:24:00.002+08:00

Finally! NIESB(youth) has ended :) ha. not a bad concert had fun :) ii think ii am goanna going to misssssss thsi section.. all the best for the next performance after 4 month time :)

haha time for me to vent out alllll my anger !

firstly my aunt walao ii am fucking dulan ttm can?! tmd ! who the fuck uue think uue are knn
only know how to scold me when mama is at home ccb dont dare to scold me when mum is not at home PUI! pcb! fuck lo uue the first one to close the door so hard de lei ccb of cos ii bang so hard lah fuck then uue still dare to scold me ? fuck uue ttm !

second is YOU !
LOLs ii wan to get who de number uue xuanlo so much for wat ? ask uue the number just giv lah
lol still must go ask the person eh why yihui wan your number ah? LOLs uue care so much for wat?! LOLs fucking dulan ! if you are reading my blog and uue know ii am toking abt uue good if uue dont know then tooooooo bad lah SIBEI FUCKING DULAN!

2011-01-28T23:59:00.003+08:00

back to post again :D just a quick update before ii went to have a suppppppper good night sleeeeep... hummm 1 week is almost one just like tat wif a blink of an eye its already friday le wow tats fast huh?! and next weeeeek it CHINESE NEW YEAR omg tats really darm fast can haize and ii still have lots of thing ii have not done yet ohmy when will ii have enough time aiyo... stressss bodoh ! the month of will be a reallllly busy weeeek for me bio class test 1 phase test .. band prac on weeekdays from 7 to 10 and and plus ii am having concert toooo hummm maybe its the first concert having wif NIE and maybe the last concert wif them cos ii am really stress wif my studdies ... its really super tired..

almost 1 week has pass lots and lots of things ii am thinking in my head..

there is alot of things tat ii wanted to say but who can ii say to ? if uue happen to read this is not tat ii dont wan to tell uue its just tat we are really toooo close until ii dont even know how to open my mouth and telll uue .. seriously ii really hate this feeeeeeling tat ii am having now

SARANG HAMNIDA

2011-01-20T21:45:00.004+08:00

just a quick post before ii am off to sleeeeeeeep. haize.. ii really dont get it why things are not the way ii wanted it to be ?.. haize.. ii only just wanted to stop for 1 or 2 years only mah also not forever.. why cant uue just let me wan the way ii wan?! haize ... sian bodoh.. uue will never going to understand how ii feel:x.. this few days keeep cough ii also dont know why lo weird man... school life is so stresssss and fuck up!

iithinkiihavestarted..

2011-01-14T20:21:00.002+08:00

FINALLY! got a chance to post :) well.. start school for almost 1 weeel already.. not bad went into a fun class?oO ohmy my time table is crazy ii tell uue everyday from 8 to 5 plus or 6 plus crazy lo only for friday will end at 3 hahaha yeah. walao now ii seee my book ii can die already lo

walao its super tick can?! ii open the book jiu can faint liao lo.. walao and know wat my first class is on the 2/feb omg its on the chinese new year eve walao sibei suay man ! HA. this few days went to sch ii think every day ii will be sleeping on the bus lo haha so unglam lo nvm lah nobody know me ma only liying ah .. so its okay hahahaha haize sunday need to wake up 5 plus again becos we got wat cpr thing ? walao lame lo !!!! ask us go kisss the dummmy wat the helll?!

haha ii guess this will be my last post before ii am off to study again huh ? so guai right of cos lah

:D haha so BHB haha tmr will be meeting liying do buy stufff. MONEY!! pls come to me ii neeed uue right now ! kay lah buy:)

i think after so long i still haven forget..

2011-01-01T00:38:00.003+08:00

HAHA firstly HAPPY NEW YEAR !!! yeah its 2011 haha. hummm 2010 was a really hard year for me.. beeen though lots of ups and downs haha and ii am taking this chance to thanks for of your .. if ii misss out som of your name here ii am sorrry ii did not mean it ..

the very first person tat ii am going to thanks is TAN LIYING
thank uue for being my friend this passs 12 to 13 years .. uue are really a very wonderfull friend tat ii had for this passs years. thank uue for staying by my side to nag at me when ii am not studying for my NLEVELS thank uue very much! if it was not uue tat keeep on nag and nag at me ii dont think ii will passs my nlevel and get it to the same course as uue.. and ii would like to say a very big thank uue to uue thank uue for being my listening ear thank uue for spending time wif me to have the heart to heart tok. thank uue for being such a understanding friend..
thank uue for telling me all those bad points tat ii have so tat ii can change. thank uue for cheering me up when ii am really sad becos of some reason.. haize ii still got a lot of this to say but ii too paiseh liao ah .. hahah aiya ii just wan uue to know thank uue very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very much saranghae..

second person TAN AITING
juliet ! its only this year tat ii am close to uue .. althouhgt its not very long .. but ii really spent my time wif uue very happily .. thank uue for being there by my side when ii am sad thank uue for cheering me up when ii am having problem wif my family& friendship problem thank uue for spending your time to pei me to go and buy things althought next year we are not in the same school anymore .. but we must still keeeeeep intouch eh ... cannot loose contact ah ! goood luck for your ite course :D

third person VANESSA TAY
yes ! is for uue this stupid satay ! haha where is my onew ?!?! haha no lah not going to tok to uue abt onew for now only but yes after tat yupp thank uue for being my friend tat who keeeep on meet us late and really make me feel like killing uue yes ii really feeeeeeel like screaming at uue .. haha thank uue for being my good listening ear thank uue for being there when ii am sad
thank uue for being there to keeeep pei me sms until very late like 5 plus 6 plus in the morning
thank uue for being my satay baby all this while ii know ii may not be a very good friend to uue
but ii just wan to let uue know ii really wan to say a very big thank uue to uue ..

fourth person TIFFANY PAN
haha are uue surprise tat your name is up here ? haha thank uue for being a nice friend to me all this while althought we only really get close this year but ii really had fun going out wif uue guys
thank uue for staying wif me at the msn to chat during night time thank uue for being my good listening ear really thank uue very much jiayou in your ite course lets keeeeeep in contact :D

fifth person SERENE PANG
thank uue for being my idiot this passs 2 to 3 years its really great to have uue as my friend
thank uue for cheering me up when ii am sad thank uue for spending your time to walk home wif me :D and ii really misss thoose times alot ii really wish time can rewind back. hope our friendship wont drift apart .. jiayou all the best for your studies and syf JIAYOU !

2010-12-24T02:51:00.004+08:00

time to update :) yeap now its already Xmas eve wow tats fast yeah ..

went to have a mini class outing on the 22 dec yupps went to eat sushi hahaha yummmy !

had fun taking photos everyone was like taking out their phone or ithouch to take photo and lots of the photo is being uploaded to fb .. humm latr still need to wake up early to go buy thing for some kuku .. hahaha so kind of me yeah ? haha ii know. haha will be having another outing this xmas haha cos its also tanliying de birthday omg she is finally goanna be 16 yes finally ... but to me she is still small kid hahhahaha kay todae receive a sms from the ITE ii am being shortlisted for the nursing course haize .. then monday still need to go down to simei ite there interview omg

later ii lost how ? simei so big aiyo die sia...

haha liying say ii look like the head cos ii am sitting in the middle and ii am the only one waring white haha cool yeah ?

2010-12-21T01:38:00.003+08:00

HAHA. time for me to up date ! first of all YES ! ii passss my N'LEVEL ^^ ii am so fucking happy can?! ii evn cry hahaha yeap me and liying will be choose nursing for our ITE .. hummm 2 year of study and 1 year of attachment .. wow tats long huh?!.. hummm time is passsing really darm fast can ?! omg and we will be starting schoool sooon a new life in ITE. TSK. how ii wish time can rewind again becos me and her start to misss our classs already .. hummm this weeeek is going to be a busy weeeek for me tmr going out wif elisa swankeng and liying haha going amk jalan jalan shop shop seee seeee eat eat hahah then wed will be having a smalll outing for our classs yes guesss this is th last time we are going out ? hope we all will keep in contact again

tan liying.

hey hope me and uue can successfully get into nursing .. and can be in the same classs..
but no matter wat remember this is the path uue choose to walk no matter wat happen dont giv up so easily okay ii know it maybe stress when it come to study but think again 这个不是你想要的工作吗？correct ? jiayou dont think toooo much ! ii missss writing letter to uue ..

2010-12-17T01:45:00.002+08:00

HOPE II WILL PASS MY N LEVEL ..

사랑해 ! ♥

2010-12-15T00:28:00.003+08:00

생일 축하해요 이진기!♥
사랑해

its been a few days since ii have posted on this blog haha life still goes on the same the only different is tat ii am working now.. why is money so hard to earn ? how ii wish money can just fly down from the sky hahhaha todae was sucks ttm ! wasted my time stupid school ! stupid school management ! __ NB! in the end still manage to go in school thanks to mr lum, johnathan, and lao ban :) if not me and liying will stuck again .. haize todae me and liying was late for job HA. but we still end the same time heng ah dont need to work extra to pay back the time yupp then had heart to heart tok wif tanliying yes and she told me something OMG ii cant belive she got think of this before .. haize getting result this friday omg hope my result is gonna be alright GOD BLESS ME * after taking result lots and lots of question will be poping out.. which ite will ii go ? which course will ii take ? did ii really take the correct coruse ? am ii able to take the stress? ahhhh seee so many question already OH MY ! haize shall see how it goes ba... weeeet bro just brought a WII hahahahah shiock ah ii can play until ii crazy liao hahaha :D kay ba nth much to post le going to sleep ii think o0 ? kay ba bye .. hope ii can have 1 deal ...

Boys Over Flower !♥

2010-12-04T15:48:00.005+08:00

HA. went to sentosa wif tzeqing yining swankeng and liying wooooots its so fun ! hahahaha

meet them at 9 in the morning then went to giant to shop for SHUSHI wahahahahhahaha yummmy :D then went to sentosa haha eat eat eat play play play then eat eat eat again then went to watch movie :D then went home at around 9 plus woah its really a very tiring day yeah went home watch finish the boys over flower jiu boooom sleeeep already :D so shiiock sia hahah

live at home is so super duper boring can ? omg sleeeep eat play com eat sleeeep omg my life is just the same as PIG ! ahhhhhh ii wan faster go work ! ii wan $$$$ :( no work no money haize ...

hummm its already the 4 dec le omg another 13 days to my Nlevel thinggy omg !! PASS ? FAIL?

haize ii really dont know .. GOD BLESS ME man！

letting you go is hard

giving you up is even more hard

2010-11-29T21:40:00.003+08:00

hahahahhaahahahahahha :D ii am finally back in singapore :D hahha missss me ? yeap ii know liying swankeng and aiting does hahaha

first day
leave home at 1 plus then reach my biao jia hose at johor at around 2 plus then went to malaca reach there at around 7 then rest then went off to my da biao jie house then bla bla bla then went back to the chalet at 10 plus .. then sleeeeep omg ii cant sleeeeep man ! maybe not use to the bed ? then whole night keeep listen song from my itouch hahahha.

second day
early in the morning 6 oclock jiu wake up le then prepare then went ot makan breakfast then wait for the grooooom to come hahhaha then help them take photo :D hahha can be photographer already ah ? then went offff to 二表姐夫de house to help them take photo then went to 大表姐de house to bath then jiu went for the dinner at 2 then makan makan omg my 大表姐desmall son vomited :( hope he is alright now .. then jiu went back to singapore reach home at 9 plus going to 10 hahahha long yeah ? kay ba nth le byeeeeeee

2010-11-23T15:43:00.002+08:00

yupps yesterday went out wif vanessataychinchi to buy my itouch 4:D then went down to dont know where to get her camera haha must thank me eh beocs ii pei uue hahaha :D then went back to tpy to pei her eat her KFC. then went to buy my things then vanessa come my house to help me do my things haha thank uue lah satay :D then went to meet aiting and liying they went to cut hair hahaha then after tat ii went to buy my dye hair thing :D yeah later my aunt helping me to dye hair hahah love her :D

vanessssssa tay

uue this pig keeeep make me feeel like eating this and tat ahhhh bad sia uue !!! evil person !

kay will meeet uue sooon for the dinner:D

2010-11-21T23:02:00.002+08:00

HA. todae wake up around at 245 haha such a good time yeah ? dont uue agreee ? then went out wif mum and aunt haha went to makan pepper lunch then shop here and there then went home le :) walao 3 days le lei and ii am stilllll sick wat the fuck man !ii hate my nose really feel like taking a chopper to chop it offff !!! hate it ttm now !walao my pay stilll haven come FUCK it
ii neeed money uue knwo ?!?!?!??! haize nvm ii think ii am going tooo high le haha crazy me ..

-iimissyou-

2010-11-20T17:03:00.002+08:00

yesterday went to eat Seoul Garden wif liying aiting tiffany keane guming and ming xuan

was super full lo adn aiting went to puke after tat hahaha then after makan went to bugis to walk walk then went to meet my bro to watch harry potter haha then went back to tpy pei my bro eat mac then wait for aiting to come then we go to police station .. then went home then reach home around 11 plus wow and ii am having fever sibei suay lo my nose keeeep stuck cant breath omg can die man .. hummm tiffany has gone for the 1 month training hope she is gonna to be alright and save :) humm next weeek will be my turn to go malaysia already haha and tan liying uue tis noob hope your leg is getting better each day :) remember dont ever run in the rain again. waiting for my pay to come faster !!!!! money fly towards meeee now !

-imissyou-

2010-11-16T01:09:00.002+08:00

wahahaha finally end of work yes finally ii am back to my normal live :D

hahahahah thank uue liying aiting tiffany mingru guming shaojie and mingxuan for coming all the way down to expo to help us but things :D THANK UUE very very much ! :D haize still neeed to wait for 2 and 1/2 weeeks for my pay to come walao so fucking long can ?!?!?! think by the time ii die liao lo .. hahha maybe ii am use of waking up early le cos todae so weird ii 10 plus suddently jiu wake up le .. haha but ii dont care just force myself to sleeeeep again hahahaha cool yeah .. kay lah ii go do my things le bye bye :D

Dont ever think tat uue know me very welll

ii am not the low yihui tat uue use to know for

this few years uue are the one tat make me change ..

wat am ii suffering right now ii will make sure uue will

suffer double one day uue just wait and seee .. sucker !

2010-11-07T02:15:00.001+08:00

ii think ii have make the wrong choice ..
ii should not take 1 step forward ..
bye .. my friend :)

2010-11-06T01:20:00.002+08:00

wow 2 days of work is done still got 8 more days to go on .. omg todae is the worst day man phone de sim card spoil -.- make me even cry for it end at 8 plus then went o meet my bro haha he pei me go down to tm do replace a new sim card thank uue :D then take bus 8 go home walao the bus is super cold can ?! cold until ii wan die liao lo .. then went to eat then went home .. and here ii am posting waiting for time to past ... to 2.30 am so ii can watch 100% entertainment haha got SHINee omg got ONEWWWW wahahahaha

haha just found out tat my friend sheila work in the same place as me hahaha cool yeah ?

ahhhh 230 faster come !!! my eyes going to close soon le .. help !

hummm which should ii choose ?

1 step forward or 1 step backward ?

aku sayang kau

2010-11-03T01:57:00.003+08:00

T.liying ~

hey sorry eh when yesterday uue need me by your side tat time ii was sleeping like a pig sorrrry :( hummm dont be upsad abt the thing already kay although its easy for me to ask uue to dont sad but ii know its really darm hard for uue not to be sad .. haize .. actually ii also dont know wat should ii say to uue .. my mind is totally blank .. HA abit useless eh when ii need your help uue will find lots of ways to make me smile but when uue are sad ii dont even know wat to say to uuue .. haize but ii just wan to let uue know no matter wat happens ii will always lent uue my shouders to lean on and no matter wat happen ii will always stay by your side to slove the problems/things together :D

sarang hamnida !

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2010-11-01T00:20:00.004+08:00

tan liying!
haha just now went and pei uue this pigg to eat haha becareful oh
later uue become fat again eh dont blame me ah hahahhah
UUE! bully me at the shop and save T.T so evil of uue still say me LFM
>< so bad of uue lo.. dont make me next time dont pei uue go makan ii tell uue
hahah just kidding de :D kay ii am waiting for uue to come find me eh haha waiting for uue
ii am waiting for uue .. waiting for uue to find me at *** haha uue
shold know wat ii am toking abt :D

Specially for uue
Hey cheeeerup kays ? everything soon will be alright
ii know the feeling tat uue are having now is very fuck up
but soon it will be gone kay .. dont think too much tooo maybe
after some time your both will back to normal just like last time ..
dont think tooooo much kay ? no matter wat happen we will always be
by your side to lent uue our shoulder to lean on when uue need it
no matter wat happen still have us mah we will be there by your side no matter
wat happen kay .. although ii am not having the pain tat uue are having now but
ii will try my very best to make uue happy and laugh like crazy hahaha
aku sayang kau ! ♥

I ♥ ONEW

2010-10-30T20:57:00.002+08:00

ii ♥ raining day haha its just make me feel like sleeping for the whole day haha

life's at home are fucking boring ! wake up , eat , play com , sleep . wat the helll !!!

faster 4 nov will be working wif the vanessataychinchi yupps at expo.. haha my $500 here ii come wait for me ah .. dont fly away ah ! wow today ii receive my bill $262 wow ii am gonna to be dead ! LIYING dont forget to help me buy my coffin ah must buy it quick lei if not ii die liao no coffin haha walao ii wan my cousin de wedding faster come so ii will be overseas.. haha 16 nov faster come !!! sentosa trip !!! ♥ ♥ ♥ FASTER!!!! wooooots so many thing are coming hahha shiock ah ! haha

SPECIALLY for uue tanliying

haha uue this noob eat abit of the chicken also get fat hahaha

but not bad go out wif me 1 time get fat le humm ii think uue should meet me more

so uue will get fatter and fatter hahaha *evil* still remember wat ii told uue abt the eating too much thing ? haha later uue cannot go out of your door haha must tell me eh ii will go ther to take photo and help uue post on facebook :D so kind of me yeah hahahha meet uue sooooon !

♥

2010-10-27T00:33:00.002+08:00

ahhhh ii hate this feeling right now .. wat should ii do ? ii really dont know ..

ii hate for the way uue are seriously how ii wish uue can just F off from my life

and ii wont get to see uue anymore.. haize ..

uue will nv know how much ii hated uue for

how ii wish ii dont even know uue right from the start

ii really regret knowing uue ..

ii really hope ii can just go and bang on the wall and just die like tat

no need to see uue anymore ..

how ii wish all this will be gone from my head the next day when ii wake up

我真的很恨你你知不知道?

thank uue *** for cheering me up and thank uue for supporting me :D

♥

baby zac♥

2010-10-24T00:48:00.001+08:00

haha this baby very cute right ? omg ii just love this baby ttm

2010-10-23T15:21:00.002+08:00

ii miss my classs so badly now ! walao ii had this stupid dream lo :( ii dream tat everyong in my class went overseas and nv come back le .. walao fuck it man !!!! ><
congratze to the 3 pair of couple tat ii know as ii promise not to say out ii shall not say your name :D hope your can last really long kay :D sweeet couple :D

liying ♥
hey uue this dumbass dont emo sad and moody le lah see uue moody all my my heart will pain for ueu de lei .. aiyo ii will sent uue the icecream asap kay but not todae sorry ah ii mean really 1 icecream not fake de not from toilet de kay wait for my icecream ah do take good care of yourself kay ? haha ii miss uue lei .. when uue can come out ? lets go jalan jalan hahah and lets go party !
aku sayang kau !♥ aku chinta kau!♥

2010-10-21T15:32:00.002+08:00

yawns.. ii am now super tired ! wow and ii am offically a non beatty person haha

having a mix up feeling now >.- happy to leave the school sad to leave those friends ..

hummm 2 years of friendship .. cant say it short cant say it long .. we have been through lots of ups and downs, laughter and anger .. haize time really passss super duper fast man humm some how ii wish time really can rewind back haha .. how ii wish the whole class can go to the same ite again next time .. same class again even better haha HA. its really hard to descride my feeling right now :(

Miss you guys!

2010-10-19T23:36:00.003+08:00

here to update my blog again :) wooo! today is the last day of school coooool man had lots of fun and laughter todae love uue guys ttm ! mucks ! kay sorry guys ii some how screw the dance .. sorrrrrry ! although your nv say anything but .. haize nvm ba ... went to marina barrage today wooow totally crazy hahahaha go again next time kay then we dance there like crazy again like todae hummmm dont knwo when will ii see your again :( missss your misss your missss your !

how ii wish todae day this very day day wont end ...

ahhh ii really hate my life man ii am not in the wrong and why am ii suffering ? why ? ahhh

fuck my whole family man ii am really going to be crazy sooooon ! fuck fuck fuck fuck !

missing uue !

2010-10-18T22:47:00.012+08:00

wooooooot! ii am finally back from the chalet ! got miss me ? haha ii know uue do :D

3 days & 2 night of chalet really had lots of fun ! how ii wish ii am now still inside the chalet how ii wish the chalet nv end ! really lots of fun HA. 18 ppl fight for 8 beds wow cool huh ?!

First day !

went there together wif mimi after sch had abt 1hour of bus yawns then reach there call them then went inside the chalet rooom wow .. lots of ppl ii thought me and mimi was the last person to reach but nope haha is mingxuan and johnathan the last person to reach then play awhile then ii went to bath then offf to makan then went back to chalet then junhan they all wan bbq then stay in the room to take photos :D haha my phone and anothony phone was flooded wif pics :D haha then went down to help junhan to bbq the chicken then went back to have more fun woooo then in the night ii cant sleeeep -.- then whole roooom was super noisy lo haha then person even come to knock at our room to tell us keeep our volume down if not they will tell us to leave haha we did not care still keep making noise but this time softer :)

2nd day

then junhan mingxuan zul still got somemore but forget who lo then go ride bike then finally tiffany bryan aiting johnathan and guming can have some sleeeep and we can have some peacefullnesss hahah then mimi was playing lappy then ii was watchign her playing then watch until 6 plus then ii ask mimi to pei me go buy maggii to eat toooo hungry le then just nice junhan they all come back haha then not long after tiffany they all wake up then pei them go eat mac walao ii seee them eat mac ii wan laugh lo closing eye and eat hahahha too tired le ba then went back thought ii can sleeep de but suddently aiting call ask me to help to bring back the bike then still need 1 more person so in the end me and mingxuan went back to help haha good right ii knwo :D then wake back to chalet then rest awhile then went to wild wild wet and play woooohoooo super fun and happy and ii wont forget wat shaojie did ! opps * haha then play finish le went to bath then went to eat then went back to sleeep while mingxuan junhan xueping johnathan zul keane went lan and play wow and ii finally can get some sleeep haha then wake up then shaojie was playing auddii then ii watch hime play then suddently bryan wake up then we was hungry already then we had our dinner then junhan they all come back wow the room is full of noise again ! omg haha then was playing then celebrate their birthday ! hope they like the birthday present :D then went to the beach to play fire hahah small kid yeah then went back to chalet then help them to take photo wif the poloright haha then suddently all of them wanted to sleep already and only left me junhan and mingxuan haven sleeep then in the end we all sleep ii was sleeping on the floor then ii wake mimi up cos it was fucking cols cannot tahan le ! then share share bed wif her and then time was 4 plus and ii have to wake tiffany up by 815 wow 3-4 hours of sleep good job !haha then brush teeth then chit chat then book out the alot of them take cab but only ma aiting shaojie and mimi take bus then half way junhan call say he forget to take his birthday present wat the hellllll ! then me and aiting reach tpy then take 88 went back to chalet there to look for it but in the end still dont have -.- ii think there de person very fake lo she say wat if we left something behind they will call us F lo we got left some dirty pants or wat there they also nv call us lo walao they sibei wat lo ><

*Thank uue guys for making the chalet full of laughter :D gonna have this beautiful memories inside my heart misss uue guys !

and of cos tan liying ii missss uue lots !

2010-10-13T23:48:00.003+08:00

hummm suddenly missss this section dont know why .. haize nvm really take section photo together its either 1 or 2 people missing walao ... take alot of time le lei still got ppl missing ><

wooohoooo going to chalet le this friday le haha ppl dont missss me ah :D
walao todae ii wake up sibei early lo 8 plus jiu wake up le 0o early lei ?
hahah ii know :D but thsi will be my last time wake up so early hahah hoilday life
is super boring for me ! wake up play come eat then play come till 2 plus am then
sleeeep but ii dont know why ii cant sleeeeep lei .. :( everytime 4 plus like tat then can sleeep walao stupid sia yawns ... walao my ear is super pain sia dont knwo why leiii super pain sia pain until ii wan go bang the wall liao lah .. dont knwo when my ear will be okay ahhhhh !
ii wan go work .. but ii lazy to work sia haha lazy pig yeah :D kay lah done posting le bye

onew sarang hamnida♥

2010-10-09T00:23:00.004+08:00

wooohooo had another pierceing done :D okay lah not really tat pain :D

love it lots !

boooohooooo yeah ! Nlevel is finally over ! super duper happy eh hahaha din't manage to sleep the day before the last paper dont knwo why -.- then went to text vanessa (.)(.) thought she was sleep ing like a pig but ii was wrong hahah she still haven slepp and the time was like 3 plus am going to 4 wow not bad ah same as me nv sleeeeep good job :D heng ah maths paper 2 was easy way much easier then ii thought heng its not like paper 1 so darm hard .. hope my overall result will passssss ba :D

wow after exam went back home to dye my hair in the end it turns out suck ! cos my hair is like here have here dont have omg really like shit ! then heng ah ii got my lucky star to help me and tats my xiao yeeee :D all thanks to her ♥
and the TAN LIYING she ery mean lei .. say me after ii dye my hair ii look old :( walao how can she say tat lei she break my heart lei ... :( so bad of her !

so wat do you think of my hair colour ? okay or not okay lei ?

2010-10-04T20:23:00.003+08:00

ahhhhhh FML bodoh knn fuck uue lah chao chibye why must uue go kp xiao yee say ii go buy those sweett chibye fuck uue wan me to return uue the account book but the fucking problem is uue dont giv me pocket money lei wat the fuck uue wan me to eat ? eat grass ah ? chao chi bye uue really nv use your brain and think de lei fuck ! wat for uue need a brain mind as well giv it to the other people tat need it rit ? if uue giv me pocket money ii got nth to say but the problem is uue dont even giv me pocket money then uue still as me to return uue the account book ? ha fuck uue man !!!!

♥ Onew !!!! ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

2010-10-01T23:46:00.003+08:00

omg haha Onew so shuai can ?! hahaha crazy abt him haha copy aiting ii wan fly over to korea !
then form a girl de SHINee so tat we can know them wahahahahahha :DDDD

wow monday start my Nlevel again yeah hang on there for another 1 weeeeek and ii willl be freee yes my dear hair wait for meee yeah after Nlevel ii willl make sure uue will have a new colour on uue wait for me just another 9 days. yeah half of my Nlevel book has do finish le hehe guai lei ii know :) cant wait for the SHINee de HELLO mv to come out OMG!!! ii am so in love wif tat song haha can someone save me ? ii think ii am being a bit toooo siao le haha kay lah ii go and see my onew le wahahahahahah :D bye

♥ Onew 이진기

2010-09-17T22:38:00.003+08:00

hahahhaha yeah my new piercing :D pretty right ? yeah pierce it yesterday walao $6 ex lei ! okay ah when pierce tat time abit pain then after tat abit pain pain lo then red red de as uue can see my ear is still abit red .. dont know when will okay le hahha Ha. going to pirece 2 more 1 more on this ear 1 more the other ear :D yeah hahhaha happy eh sian ahhhhhh this few days so many things happen .. haize .. dont know wat to say lah TSK. sian bodoh 1 more week to start the rest of my nlevel paper jiayou :D

FML

2010-09-15T14:04:00.004+08:00

seriously FML !!!! ii thought after so long uue will belive me but ii am wrong ..
does it mean ii have done wrong before ii wont change ii have been trying very hard to change
but hwy must uue keep adding salt to my open wound ?
do you know those words really hurts alot ?
did you care abt my feeling before you say those words ?
this is not the first time le lei ii tell uue ii dont have will uue belive me ?
still say wat ii belive uue BULLSHIT fucking bullshit if uue really belive
me all this wont happen already ! ..
and you are in the wrong and uue still can act like ii am in the wrong wat the fuck ?!?!?!
haize .. ii really dont know how to express my heart de feeling all ii know is just to cry out maybe tats the only way ii have to express out ba ...
我真的对你很失望我恨你

이진기♥

2010-09-12T19:21:00.002+08:00

woooohooooo :x Nlevel has started not long ago haize ... think of my english ii think ii can cry liao le .. ii am so pa jiao can nv read the the thing properly then jiu do they ask me circle ii go write nice .. so pro of me rit ii really can go bang the wall le !!! seriously FML ..
tmr 1 more paper to go then will be a 2 week break for me going to chiong all the way yeah no matter wat happens goanna do my best Ha tats wat ii promise my WANTON just this few more weeks and ii will be freeeee yeah jiayou ba :D

이진기 ♥

2010-08-29T22:34:00.003+08:00

wooohooo yesterday went for beatty military band de concert hahahah yeah good job guys :D
haha before tat went jalan jalan wif liyi and xinyu went watch step up 3 NICE.. then went buy present then went to wait for 2 slow pork then went nyp then wait here and wait there then concert start then listen listen nice the solo :DD then hahahha the encore is darm nice NOBODY hahaha nice nice nice nice then went back to school then tok tok then went makan wif xinyu and his bro then went home bath and sleep then just now went to meet aiting my julitte then pei me do the rose then went makan then go home then here ii am toking to her like a noob hahahah
ii really miss my lappy a lot a lot :( sian ii only can use my bro de com ii cannot download my onew de photo le :( sian ii fail my prelim ... wat am ii going to do ? ii really feel like giving up already wat am ii going to do ?? ii really dont know :(:(

onew sarang hemaeda

2010-08-08T22:29:00.006+08:00

haha cope this pic from the satay de blog :D ONEW!!!! sarang hemaeda ♥

haha ii think this satay see this will kill me yeah hahahah but who cares as long as ii nv see her ii will be save wahahhaha yeah yesterday is her birthday this noob thought ii forget her birthday .. sucha noob lei haize cant blame her ah satay cannot think properly de .. heee heee yeah ii am the last person to wish happy birthday :D yeah my plan works !!! hahahah in the end this noob see my sms cry ohmy .. not bad ah manage to make her cry hahhaha

HAPPY 16 BIRTHDAY !

yeah pop is over ii am going to miss uue guys yeah :D had my last band performance on friday hahaha its kinda fun for the nobody nobody but uue haha yeah and band is having a concert con biro ( think its like tat spell hahha ) hummm wednesday having my first prelim paper le ii amm kind of scared of my maths dont know can pass anot .. wish me good luck ppl
one sad news for me.. my lapy is spoil :( haize wat the hell lah ... now ii wan use my bro de com also must see his guailan face .. fuck man TSK. who is the kind person to buy me a new lappy ii really new a lappy now now now now ..
anyway thank to the someone who pei me sms till 2 am plus haha really thank uue ah its really been a long time since we sms for so long le lei .. hummm maybe friendship driffting le ba ..

2010-07-30T21:25:00.002+08:00

woooo tmr will be pop Ha. finally the day is here should ii be happy or sad ?

ii really dont know .. but who cares after tmr ii am gonna to study

and yes ! ii am goanna going to study like a noob mood has been very bad yeah and ii mean really very bad ..

this message is for the ***

ii will try to put in more trust to uue and myself but ..

ii dont knwo why ii will have tat not save feeling sorry for

not telling uue sorry for keeping the thing inside my heart tats

because ii dont wan uue to worried cos uue already have so many

things to worried le so ii dont wan to add more problem to uue ii am

really sorry .. remember when uue feel like crying just call me and ii will

be there for uue no matter wat thing happen okay and watever things uue

deceided make sure uue wont regrate ..

2010-07-26T00:12:00.002+08:00

4 more weeks to Nlevel yeah maybe by then ii will be ready ? oO

do uue think so ? HA. we shall see abt tat tmr will be having

Nlevel chinese oral wish me good luck ppl :DD this week many things happen ..

my mind is in a mess now .. seems like uue

without us your life is better yeah ? if tats the case good .. yesterday

de yesday have some things happen .. maybe my words are really too hush .

. ii am sorry for tat but this is wat ii feel going to

settle this thing by tuesday after tat everything will be fine but if your happen to read my blog remember this no matter

wat we are still a big family .. this is going to be my last post ii think ii wont

be updateing my blog until the Ns are done haha keep my tagboard alive yeah but dont spam .. thank uue ppl

sarang hemaeda♥

2010-07-14T22:50:00.004+08:00

This post is for tat wanton :P

ii would like to thank uue too thank uue for being by my

side when ii am having trouble being sad and uue will

always try your very hard to make me laugh and ii would

like to say sorry too because ii everytime will guailan uue

ii know uue wont take it to your hear but .. ii just wanna to

say sorry .. remember the live lesson wat mrs lai said our live

as many diffculties to go through ? maybe this is one of the

things tat uue need to go through ii know its hard for uue to handle

it but dont worry yeah no matter wat happen ii am going to be

always be by your side ii will always lent uue my shoulder when

uue need it. ( but dont cry until my whole shirt wet lah .. haha )

ii am honour to have uue as my friend for this thirteen years

too & ii wan uue to remember this no matters wat will be happening

no matter wat kind of troubles uue need to go through ii will always

be ther by your side to lent uue my shoulder :D

ii am really regret to put in so much effort and

end out this is wat ii receive from uue guys

2010-07-11T02:12:00.003+08:00

1st thing on my mind right now !

ii think my phone siao le dont know why the phone de LED

like siao de lo suddently cannot hummm if tmr still like tat maybe

going to repair ba. FUCK! should go sue the company

2nd thing on my mind right now !

its 2 15 am right now and ii am still toking to noob right now and guess its who ?

HA. yes ! its her vanessataychinchi tat sibei no

maners de gal ! hahaha tat NE* NE*

hummm ii think she see this post she will be thinking

waaaaa uue sibei guailan lei wahahahha

who care abt uue !!!!! *evil smile*

third thing on my mind now !

yeah just now went study wif tanliying tat noob hahahha yeeah

study abit abit and ii just know our science is going to finish YES !

hahahah sibei song ah hahah fucking happy lei ...

then ii saw fire works there its darm nice man ! hahah tmr will

be uploading the pic on facebook yeah hahaha tanliying wait for my photos ah !

and tat SATAY is going to sleep soon

[ one year later...]

2010-07-09T22:29:00.004+08:00

buy my NEW handphone le :D its this LG lollipop yeah and its is black colour :DD

be yourself day

years will come and years will go

2010-07-05T16:45:00.002+08:00

woooooohoooooo ii got one good news :DDDD my starhub
line is finally back yes !! back back bcak bcak hahahha ii love it ttm !!
wahahahahahah kay ii
think ii am too high le .. haha but who cares ?! hummm thursday
is be yourself day quite excited to it ii think my class will be cool
yeah we gals will be waring high heels wow 4 days of hoildays
is ending soon haize .. sian bodoh ! dont feel like wakeing up so early !

to the someone

hey dont be sad already lah ..
maybe its really the time for uue to let go yeah ?
and dont puff too much ah its bad for your health !!
be happy got anything can tell me.

2010-06-27T01:44:00.004+08:00

OMG!?

sch will be starting tmr !! ii am super duper no even prepare yet !

haize .. any way band camp was not bad hahahha manage to scare until ppl wahahahhhahaha

not bad yeah play abba gold and thank you for the music for the

night then slack slack then go for night walk lo wahahahahaha then went inside band room wan to continue scare ppl de but no ppl come ... -.- then in the end

nicholas, jianying & xinyu was the first ppl to KO ! then me angeline

mingyang simwangand yusuf play daidi hahaha then later jovan and

chengfei join then play until 4 plus like tat me and angeline walk around sch then we sit down to have a heart to heat tok yeah .. then went go brush teeth and pei swankeng go bath then suddently ii keep *ah choo* then ii start ot have flu le -.- stupid !!!

then somthing happen haize ... then went go makan then go home

sleep until then next day de 10 plus then wake up wahahahhahahaha

yeah ii can sleep alot ! then todae ii 6 plus in the afternoon then

wake up hahah pro eh ? then here ii am posting hahaha kay lah bye bye

le shall go watch tv wif my kor kor le byeeeee :D

♥ onew

2010-06-22T14:49:00.002+08:00

holiday is going to end soon hummm.. ii am half happy becos finally can no need to stay at home le BUT half sad is becos cannot sleep until 4 plus then wake up le :(
my war between me and my mum finally okay le
wahahahaha this war like lasted for 1 month ?
finally no need to eat maggie meeee yes ! getting a new
phone soon yupps ii wan to buy LG crystal but its too ex.
$400++ so maybe going to buy LG lollipop ba cost only $300 +
hahaha its still in my buget ! thsi few days stay at home omg its
like hell to me lah ahhhhh like staying inside a jail lo ha. later meeting tan liying to slack ! hahaha :D like finally meeting her its been a long time nv see this asshole le hahaha :)
yawn .. ii am getting sleepy now ii wan to sleep liao le
ii dont know how to tahan lo when sch reopen ii think ii every lesson ii sure fall asleep de lo hahahaha still got 1 month ++ to Nlevel prelim OMG ii am
really not prepare yet. my maths omg ii think cmi liao lah ii can say bye bye to it le
ii am really thinking of dropping my maths ha. your must be
thinking ii am carzy but ... tsk. haizze wat can ii do ? wat should ii do ???

hummm kay lah nth much for me to tok liao lo humm bye going off to camp miss me ppl hahahahahahahahahahahahahhahaha :x

For watever phone ii am going to buy ii dont need your comment
you can keep the comment to yourself so wat if the

phone come out very long le
big deal big fuck meh ? not everyone need to

buy new phone ah.
as long as ii like the phone can le. full stop its just tat simple
ii know uue dont wan me to 后悔

but ii just dont like the way uue post on your blog
if you know ii am toking abt uue good. if uue dont know then too bad!
forget abt asking me on msn ii am not going to reply

[Onew ♥ ]

2010-06-11T01:59:00.002+08:00

should ii close down this blog?

2010-06-07T10:31:00.002+08:00

Ha. seriously my 16 years old life sucks !!

ii really hate uue to the max so wat if uue are my mum

big deal big fuck ? even if its my fault uue also should not even throw my things lo

fuck. throw until spoil some more wat the fuck still say ii force uue

WATHEFUCK ! ii force uue ?

eh hallow did ii use a gun to aim at uue to force uue to throw my things ? ..lol no right

tell me to move out of this house HAHA dont worry ii will move out if this

fuck house when ii got money dont worry ii wont stay

at this house for too long nabei from now on watever

thing tat happen to me is uue force me de since uue say

ii am this ii shall prove it to uue tat ii am

ii wont waste my time my effort explaning to uue cos

uue wont belive me at all why should ii bother to even tok to uue ?

its only a waste of time ya. maybe toking to a cow the cow will

understand better then uue haha ii hate this kind of

parent tat like to compare your own kids wif other

kids so wat if they well since uue like the kids tat done

well rit then go giv birth to them lah why still wan giv girth to us ?

for fuck ah ? nabei different ppl have different kind of standed rit ?

not evey ppl is the same so can uue pls stop comparing me wif other ppl.

and stop forcing me to do the things ii dont like uue know ii dont l

ike to study uue knwo ii dont like to read stop forcing me ...

ii know when's the time to study all this dont worry ii wont fail my N level ii promise ...

To tan liying & vanessa tay neh neh :P

thanks for cheering me up this few days
ii know your put in alot of effort to make me laugh
and sorry for letting your worried abt me yesterday
worried tat ii will kanna lock inside the room hahahha
it really make me laugh like hell :D
aiya dont know how to express my heart de feeling haize ..
in another words THANK YOU

o.O this post is long hahahah

2010-06-03T00:38:00.002+08:00

wat fuck tell uue le uue still dont wan to belive wat the fuck can ii do ?
nabei so wat if uue are my mum big deal big fuck ah knn every time also like tat
wat fuck uue are seriously getting more and more fuck up

2010-06-02T00:19:00.002+08:00

why uue have to force me to do something tat ii dont like ? why uue like to every time force me to study ii know its good but ii just dont like all uue know is to ask me to study wat the hell uue know tat ii dont like to study why uue wan to force me ? stop comparing me and other ppl we are different ppl okay so wat if they nv fail any subject so big deal big fuck ah when ii am studing tat time did uue see it ? NO. uue did not so dont ever say ii nv study. since uue liek those kids tat are smart rit then go giv birth to them ah why giv birth to me ? .. lols 1 day ii will leave this stupid house and live by my own uue shall wait and seee ii promise . RETARDED !

2010-06-01T23:19:00.002+08:00

wow wat a boring day todae .. wake up abt 2 plus then

eat watch tv then play com then go meet tan liying tat wanton hahahahah think

ii will be killed if she see this hahahhaha but nvm who cares tsk. ii am sick of this kind of life ..

ii wan to work who can intro ?? ii need money $$$ ahhhhh how ii wish

ii was born in a rich family haha then ii can buy watever things ii wan ^^

this is wat ii told tan liying just now when we was young

when we know our birthday is coming we will be super darm

happy but now is " huh ? birthday ah .. orh birthday lo " ha.

like no big deal to me already ... tsk.. guess this year de birthday

is the most sucks birthday ii ever had ? althought ii celebrated my

birthday wif my friends but ... not my family .. my mum only

giv me a ang pao tats all ... haize ii wan my birthday cake ... :(

as we grow older things has change things has nv been the same like we was young rit ?

kay lah bye ppl going to watch show

♥ Onew

2010-05-30T00:24:00.003+08:00

woohoooooooooooo

ii am finally 16 hahha finally can watch NC16 movie no need to chiong le :D

first thing first :

thank you tan liying vanessay tay tan aiting anthony tan leong ming xuan & woo guming

for celebrating my advance birthday althought ii abit abit know wat your going to do but ii am still very happy :D hahaha love your lots

second thing :

haha this is my birthday wish

1. pass my N level wif really good marks hope to get 4 points

2 . hope my bro stay happy and patch back wif her

3. band to get gold next year

4. saxophone section more bonded and gets stronger every day

5. my mum stays in health

2010-05-22T23:59:00.003+08:00

Life seems boring for me now days ... sleep go sch eat come home use com sleep again ..

haize ... get back my result fail 2 sub maths and science.tsk. Althought the rest pass but its all 50+ haize .... shit ah how can ii make it for N level ? might as well drop it HA. Not a bad idea eh ? hahaha how ii really wish time can rewind. Todae nth much happen went out wif some asshole and yuling jie jie ha. not went to jalan okay is to study ^ ^ then went to makan then go home

then just now meet aiting and shaojie play poker cards and slack went to serach woooooo's house but in the end FAIL . Post more when ii really have the mood

bye.

my feeling has been messy this few days
why ? ii really dont know ii amm really trying my very best
to forget it and maybe ii have susceed 10% =D
ii will continue to work hard until uue are totally remove from
my mind.

7 more days wait for me..

2010-05-17T01:46:00.001+08:00

does this person look pretty ?? make a guess is it a guy/girl
hahahahahahahhahahahhahahahahahah

2010-05-17T01:18:00.002+08:00

o.O now is already 130a.m and ii am still awake

hah cant wait for tmr yeah last paper wooooohoooo

爽.. hahha but after the marking day hohohohohoho

die lo when we get back the exam paper hummm ii think all will fail

only my chinses will pass ? 2 more months to prelims omg ... must prepare

for the worst hahahhahahah hummm this few days ii leran something ..

no matter the person is how close to uue, uue can nv really trust the person with 100%

cos uue will nv kno wwhen the person is going to say out your 秘密..

from now on ii shall keep all the 秘密 in side my heart ...

..Goodbye my last paper..

2010-05-15T23:13:00.004+08:00

1 more paper to go ♥

& for you

wat are friends to you ?

if you dont wan to say just tell me lah

no need to lie rit ?

wat if your friend lie to you wat will you feel ?

you said you lie cos your are very defensive

ha. should i belive should i not ?

if you see this tell me weather should i or should i not.

2010-05-11T22:42:00.002+08:00

不管我多努力你始终不满意你到底要我怎样每个人都需要父母的夸奖不是吗？

就算我考到多好你有夸奖过吗就算有不到几秒就说不要骄傲啦。。

难道我连骄傲都不可以吗？当我考到只有3 题不对out of 20

题你就念我你有没有像过我的心里到底站想什么。

你没有。你只知道一直念我就应为我考不到进N.A 哈。

你以为我不想考进去吗？你将喜欢孩子读expres/ N.A 那你还要我干吗？

你倒可以把我敢出去。这样我也不用丢你的脸。

我讨厌你.

uue are my drug

2010-05-04T00:30:00.003+08:00

Booooooooooooooooooooooooooo..

now its 12:31 am and ii am still awake =) HA this will be the last post
before ii head to study for my maths and science yeah
had been going out to study this few days but when ii open the book
ii already dont fell like studing le ii only feel like toking and toking and toking
haize... wat to do man ?! now my house seems like its abit scary ah ... everyone sleep le
then so slient hahahahah waiting for my bro to come back home so he can pei me to stay awake =) kay le lah .. going to study le hahahah bye bye ppl good luck for thoose ppl tat are having exam this week

2010-05-02T02:33:00.002+08:00

another day has pass humm dont know how to say this feeling

... went to study but ii haven study until 10 min the person jiu come in and say

sorry the shop is going to closed le -.- wat the helllll haize .. nvm ba going to study tmr

:D:D

dont ever pretention tat uue are doing your

job when you yourself does not even wan to

2010-04-29T22:41:00.002+08:00

how long will my fake smile last

HollyShit.

2010-04-26T01:37:00.002+08:00

ii dont know why on earth got uue this kind of person

ii am wondering will everything be better if from the start ii dont even know uue

will my life be better ?

will ii be more happy?

will ii not worry so much ?

stop pretending like uue know everything

if uue really know everything uue wont be the same as me ..

stop pretending like uue care when uue dont even care

stop showing off infront of me ... uue make me feel like puking ..

if uue really treat "him" as your friend uue wont backstep him

if uue really care for our feeling uue wont do this to us in a return

uue are just a 中看不中用的人

.kclb.

2010-04-22T23:19:00.002+08:00

hey ii wont be updateing my blog until my MID YEAR EXAM has end
ii am going to chiong my studies yes ii am going to no more slacking
yesterday had chinese oral omg ii think ii really screw up man during
the conversation thing wat ii tell the person was really like

no link man agrhhhhh ii am going to bang the wall soon ....
hummm 4months has passs but my life not going any better at all infact worst
ii have been putting this fake smile on my face for a very long time ..

and ii am really very tired and ii really can hardly breath

who is there to help me ii guess no one..

为什么当我要放弃时你要出现在我面前

2010-04-17T23:33:00.005+08:00

hummm guesssss todae's post will be a long one. haha

First thing :
had our concert wif queensway military band not bad ..
hummm still waiting for liyi de photo!!
♥ Scenes to Sounds

second thing
went to celebrate ruier de birthday together to claire vanessa and jing hui went subway to makan hahhaha then take lots of photo but some of them not wif me .. then jing hui and me went to sky to slack then we also had our heart to heart tok hahhaha

Third thing
wooohooo yesterday is the annual award yes finally its done :) no need to stay back so many days le wahahahhahahahah not a bad performance :)

Fourth thing
todae went study wif liyinggggg then she tell me something our N level prelime is only 2 months and 1 week away from us OMG ii totally not ready for tat ahhhh

不管我多努力你始终不是我的

你能不能让我彻底彻底的忘记你

我真的真的好累好累

累得我喘不过气来

2010-04-12T12:48:00.002+08:00

this few days my mood swing very fast 1 sec happy 1sec sad ..

wat the hell is happening to meeeee ? hummm maybe

ii should go see doctor ... hahahahha later then

post more wait for me ppl ...

10 April will be the night tat ii will fall for uue..

2010-04-10T00:41:00.002+08:00

wooohooo 17 more hours will be concert yeah wish me good luck ppl

for those ppl who are going hope your enjoy yourself there :D hummm nth to say le lah hahah byeeeee

goanna to sleep early tonight

2010-04-03T00:41:00.002+08:00

todae went to celebrate nicolette de birthday :D went PS to watch ghost movie ahhhh it should not be PG should be NC16 lo ... a lot of times ii kanna scared by the ghost -.- then had a surprise for nicolette hahaha yeah we are good actor hahahha then went to buy thing then go home le .. then later will be waking up at 7 plus cos ii going to pray for my father they all omg its darm early lah ...

ii somethimes feel like toking to uue on msn

but ii dont have the courage to .. haize ...

ii miss uue

2010-03-31T21:15:00.002+08:00

uue are really darm fuck sia last min pangseh ppl wat the fuck ? if uue dont wan to perform in the first place dont even come back to band .. uue come back le play together wif us through out for so long and then now 10 more days to the concert and uue just say uue wont be playing the reasons are not confident plus ii dont think ii can make it .. wat the fuck lah walao uue think only uue are the one dont have confident in playing meh uue think ii got so much confident ah FUCK !

so wat if uue dont have confident so ? does tat means uue can last min back out ? if can tat day for the marina barrage thing ii already back out lo ... FUCK uue lah

2010-03-29T21:57:00.002+08:00

I decided to post todae ... this few days something happen ... this is specially for uue ASSHOLE

! ASSHOLE !

No matter wat thing happen dont do anything silly okay

do uue know yesterday after uue told me something tat make me cant sleep the whole night ?

ii am really darm super darm darm worried for uue ii am really scared uue will do something silly ii am really scared to loose uue this ASSHOLE ...

promise me no matter wat thing happen lets face it together okay if uue really go do something silly trust me ii am goanna HATE uue forever

haize ii know your must be thinking wat thing happen rit hummm dont even bother to tag at my tagboard to ask wat thing happen ii am not goanna to say yeah so your can save the effort of typing on your keyboard ...

okay a concert wif queensway is really near wow kind of excited ? and AA is also around the conner ... so does PASSING OUT PARADE ...

trust me my whole mind is still not ready yet .. ii dont knwo why ..

itsalongtimeinvsmsuue

anditsalsoalongtimewenvchatle

iiamreallymissingit

istillloveuue

2010-03-28T01:30:00.002+08:00

who can really tell wats the feeling inside my heart now ?

2010-03-24T08:59:00.003+08:00

wow todae is e-learning day pl get to stay at home to sleep but my class and 4T2 had to come back to sch for the CPA thing ahhhhhh 2 hours inn com lap can die cos ii have done the whole thing ._. yesterday band pratice is like a ... haize nth to say 17 more days to the queenways concert and we will be their guest band for the day hahhahaahhahahah yupps tat is really the last concert for the sec 4s le .. :X

tmr and the tmr we will be having dont knwo wat carrer day .. lame sia ... dont feel like going hahahahha so ii can stay at home at sleep yeah... ii love to sleep ahhahhaha but tat does not mean ii am a pig !!! okay ii am toking crap here .. but who care's ii am really darm sian now still got 45 mins then we can go ahhh then later go home still need to face my mum haize ... its not tat ii dont wan to face her but its like very sian lah giv me tat face ii already know ii am wrong le lo tsk wat more do uue wan me to do ? kill mysely ? if tats a yes okay find ii got nth to say but at least uue can tell me rit ..... asshole :x :x

hope to stop thinking of uue ..

but still fail.. tell me wat can ii do to

stop thinking of uue and stop loving uue

haize ii am totally speachless

2010-03-23T00:16:00.002+08:00

Todae had sch as normal .. nth much happen had sl meeting in the morning then annabella told us something ... hahahaha then had normal lesson lo ... then after sch went to eat lunch then gleen went to buy this bubble tea he go and doubble pearl and plus 1 scope of jelly omg ii feel like eating it now:x then had pt but only 5 sl turn up ... went to the gym room ahhhhh ii hate the pull up thing ahhhhhhh sucks !!!! then watch the aa reharsal thing until 5 plus going 6 ? then went home wif liying then had a HTHT wif her hahahha yeah still waiting for the 2nd session .. then went to meet vanessa to pass her the skirt then go home le lo .. tats alll

I ♥ CHUNYEEE/PIG

everyday ii just hope tat uue will online and just tok to me

without uue hummm ii guess its black and white .. (IMY)

2010-03-21T22:31:00.002+08:00

this post will be posting abt yesterday ecp thing ...

yupps yesterday me and liying after the performance thinggy went all the way to ecp

hehe its a thank you "party" for our dearest MISS HAZEL . when me and liying reach there is already like 8 plus and we miss all the fun ... all of them were totally wet know wat hazel was being throw inside the sea water hahahhahaha how ii wish ii was there tooo so ii can join in the fun muhahahahahha :D then me and liying was being attack by 3 evil ppl (annabella ,keryn,cheryl) they run and hug us when they were wet we were dry !!!! and we nv bring extra clothes !!! next time must stay 1000000 metres away from them !!! then liying jerome and jeremy went home first then bla bla bla and we went home abt 10 plus ? hummm

then take bus 196 back to parkway parade then take bus 31 back to tpy then slack there for a while then call vanessa to chat chat hehe thanks ahhh asshole. :) okay lah nth much to say le .. bye

how ii wish ii have the courage to say the

3 words 8 letters 1 meaning to uue

2010-03-21T00:32:00.002+08:00

todae is the world water day ... haize .. 1 word for me sucks know wat ii screw up almost every song only classical cannon no mistake at all wow 1 out of 8 haize ... ii am really pa jiao man cant even see carefullly its tenor or alto ahhhhhhhhh if ii have see more carefully this thing wont happen luckly still got yijie for tat if not .... ii really dont know wat thing will happen ii think if dont have him ii really can go jump down the bulding le ....

how ii wish just now uue was by my side ...

ii really miss uue

2010-03-14T20:39:00.002+08:00

眼还在偷瞄些什麽口在碎碎念什麽
不能说的秘密还哽咽在喉咙
你的戏演的好弱你的招术又好旧
So tell me baby what're you waiting for?

早就该自首早就应该知道情网恢恢疏而不漏的
强词了太多没有用

瞳孔缩放掩不住爱情的计谋
指纹在我手心里留下你的心动
DNA说明了你动机跟理由
证据摊在你面前还有什麽话好说

嗨,你的戏演的好弱你的招术又好旧
So tell me baby what're you waiting for?

早就该自首早就应该知道情网恢恢疏而不漏的
强词了太多没有用

瞳孔缩放掩不住爱情的计谋
指纹在我手心里留下你的心动
DNA说明了你动机跟理由
证据摊在你面前还有什麽话好说

瞳孔缩放掩不住爱情的计谋
指纹在我手心里留下你的心动
DNA说明了你动机跟理由
证据摊在你面前还有什麽话好说

瞳孔缩放掩不住爱情的计谋
指纹在我手心里留下你的心动
DNA说明了你动机跟理由
证据摊在你面前还有什麽话好说

ppl ii will be having camp on the 15/3 to the 16/3
yupps maybe wont be replying your sms so ya wait for me to come back
kay

First thing
vanessa tay ! yupps uue this ashole went to kl good lah nv bring
me go ... nvm .. anyway have fun !!
Second thing
congrates to ms caneda *ahem* should be MRS tay haha
Third thing
Yijie good to hear that uue have recover from your illness

its really been a hard time for me to forget uue

ii really have been trying very hard but ii just cant forget

uue haize how long will this carry on ? 1 year 2 year 5year ?

ii really hate to see tok to other gals it really make

me feel very uneasy ..

but wat can ii do .... (iloveyoubabyboy)

2010-03-08T22:55:00.003+08:00

回忆里想起模糊的小时候
云朵漂浮在蓝蓝的天空
那时的你说
要和我手牵手
一起走到时间的尽头

从此以后我都不敢抬头看
彷佛我的天空失去了颜色
从那一天起我忘记了呼吸
眼泪啊永远不再不再哭泣

我们的爱过了就不再回来
直到现在我还默默的等待
我们的爱我明白
已变成你的负担
只是永远我都放不开
最后的温暖
你给的温暖

从此以后我都不敢抬头看
彷佛我的天空失去了颜色
从那一天起我忘记了呼吸
眼泪啊永远不再不再哭泣

我们的爱过了就不再回来
直到现在我还默默的等待
我们的爱我明白
已变成你的负担
只是永远我都放不开
最后的温暖
你给的温暖

不要再问你是否爱我
现在我想要自由天空
远离开这被捆绑的世界
不再寂寞

我们的爱过了就不再回来
直到现在我还默默的等待
我们的爱我明白
已变成你的负担
只是永远我都放不开
最后的温暖
你给的温暖

uue are the one who make me fell of hope and uue are the one who make me

drop to the bottom until ii cant see the sky what should ii do love uue or hate uue

ii really dont know why everytime when ii choose to giv up uue will start to giv me hope why uue are really

tearing my heart in smaller and smaller picesse haize ... ( my tears start to drop )

2010-03-07T17:59:00.002+08:00

vanessa :

Hey uue this asshole dont cry again le ah wat has happen already happen

so dont be sad okay .. let it be your pass okay ii am sure that uue will find someone

better de okay ... ii really hope uue will be fine really soon ii miss your REAL laughter and smile

2010-03-04T22:17:00.003+08:00

todae had sports day yeah is our SL show !!

hahaha well done and good job ^^ ...

hummm ii really dont get it why when someone did a good job your din't even bother to say good job or wat so ever but once they did something wrong your will start to blame and your wont even care how much this person or this group of ppl has done those good stuff before

and some ppl only know how to say thing ... lol wow your are so pro rit go good rit then run the whole programe yourself lah uue think very easy ? bull shit man ... haize ...

dont feel like going to sch tmr cos ii am really tired yes really tired ii need lots of sleep !!!

G doubble O D J O B good job *clap clap*

good job *clap clap*

once more *clap clap*

u bet *clap clap*

ohhhhhhhhhhhhh SL

ii really dont know should ii belive in uue

ii somethimes find wat uue said to us is all fake

is just tat uue wan to show off to us ..

haize ... wat to do. wat to say .

2010-02-25T22:43:00.002+08:00

walan eh ... chi beh also not my fault to come late for home de rit nabei no need to giv me tat fucking attuide de lo chi beh ahhhhhhhhhhh

fuck sia todae mood darm darm darm darm darm darm darm darm SUX ii tell uue

2010-02-19T22:31:00.001+08:00

having frever ... :(

2010-02-17T22:32:00.002+08:00

Uue know some ppl they are really very rude ? dont know how to reply ppl sms

ahhh like wat the fuck lah ppl sms uue can reply a not ahhhhhhhhh then ho can stop replying

me with -.- or lol very guai lah uue know walao really make my day suck lah bodoh

Vanessa :

hahas no need to thank me lah ii will shy de lei hahahahha

anyway hope everything will be good to uue from tmr onwards yeah

dont worry ii will always be by your side de hahahaha my lao po hahahs ^^

Liying :

ii got alot of things to say de lei but ii dont know how to say out like tat haha

nvm .. anyway dont be sad okay cheer up ^^ very long time we nv had our heart to heart tok le ho when uue wan ii still waiting sia wait until my hair white liao lei hahahs

Someone :

maybe uue will read my blog maybe not BUT ii am going uue to tell uue this...

ii am really glad to say ii have stop loving uue and ii start to hate uue

althought its not 100% stop loving uue but at least ii start to hate uue le

kay finish all my posting for todae ... not going school tmr not feeling well and ii really need a good rest okay ... ii am dying soon really soon ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

2010-02-16T23:50:00.003+08:00

humm here to post ...

wow this year cny totally SUCKS !!!~! ahhhhh HAAAAA trust me ii next year will not go to my aunt house to bai nian anymore le yea they all really darm fuck man when ii go inside the house they all giv me tat fuck face like ii did something wrong .. ._. second day also the same wa their face even more worst man nabei ahhhhhhhh stupid got this kind of cousin sia haize ...
thrid day went to my god mum de house to eat yeah yummy then went to meet jermey then went to bugis to celebrate elisa de birthday hahahs

happy 16 birthday to ELISA :D :)

2010-02-14T00:08:00.002+08:00

HAPPY CNY ^^

post more tmr

2010-02-08T20:35:00.002+08:00

Haize ... this few days my mood still sucks yeahhh abit jiu not happy le haize ii also dont know why haize sian ... anyway this friday will be our performances le ... ii really dont know how ot play the doraemon lo ahhhh wat to do haize ... stupid tenor spoil at this timing ahhhh

1 more combine pratice then jiu tats it le haize good luck to me for tmr de pratice ba ...

haize ... ii really hate sec 4 life man guess wat our n level coursework start le and know wat my EBS ii dont know wat the question is asking yeah haize ... think ii will fail my course work yeah

ahhhhhhh how ii wish ii now can have a 1 week holiday to really settle my mind and really get myself ready becos even until now ii still haven ready for sch yet haize ahhhhhhhhh ii wan time to go back PLSSSSSSSSSSSS

HAPPY 16 BIRTHDAY yijie

2010-01-31T21:49:00.002+08:00

decided to post my blog lei ..

1st thing :

thanks uue vanessa and liying for staying by my side this few days thanks for making me happy

sorry tat sometimes ii will guailan your really sorry ii did not mean to really verry sorry yeah

ii will try my very best to stop thinking abt ***

6 years friendship wif vanessa

13 years friendship wif liying

still counting ....

2nd thing

Happy 1st month wif edwin yeah hahas last long dont forget ah 2 year hahas

your still got a long way to go still got 1 year and 11 months hahas

2010-01-20T21:26:00.002+08:00

booo nv blog long time le haha blog dying le yeah ii know ii will try my best to post more yeah

haize sec 4 life sucks man reach home study study study wtf lah haize .... ii dont wan n level

aiya ii dont know wat to post le lah sian lah need to study again haize bye lah

- sorry -

2010-01-16T19:14:00.003+08:00

Give up /Not to give up ??

someone tell me wat to do !!!

小星星

2009-12-28T22:22:00.004+08:00

城市里小星星

稀疏的亮晶晶

太多光吃掉他们的身影

就像我爱上你

隐没在灯海里

你眼中只看繁华的夜景

我的爱藏在你的背影里

想要笑着坚定的恒心

天黑的时候我远远陪着你

再小的闪烁也努力放光明

当有天我在夜空里面

偶尔被发现希望我眨眼

能感动你视线

想把小星星排成爱的图形

为你的天空点缀一些惊奇

即使像流星一闪而过寂寞也情愿

不求你看见只想为你发光永远

遇见你小星星

孤单的湿淋淋

你躲在有人陪伴的伞底

就像我总被你

遗忘在晴空里

月光下才有机会想念你

Alvin And The Chipmunks 2

2009-12-27T00:11:00.005+08:00

wake up this AFTERNOON at 2 plus hahas ii sleep for 14 hours man omg haize

then wake up eat then play com all the way.... T.T so boring this few days haize ...

nth to do at home then my kor kor come home then he suddently ask wan go watch movie a not ii was like okay lo then ii call liying ask her wan a not she cannot cos the time ii call her was like 8 plus going to 9 ? ya haize nvm then ask vanessa ii thought she can de but in the end cannot nvm lo then watch Alvin And The Chipmunks 2 hahas then watch finish around 11 plus then go home le then now hungry !!!! hahas tmr going running wif my kor and vanessa yeah ii wan to run 5 round ahahahs hope can hope ii wont run half way jiu K.O le hahas

Rating 4/5

2009-12-25T16:24:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY tan liying

hahas finally 15 le yeah ii know uue wait for this day very long le hahas yupps

hope uue todae will be happy =)

MERRY CHIRSTMAS ppl

2009-12-24T21:58:00.001+08:00

happy birthday Teh Guan Chin =)

2009-12-14T23:14:00.002+08:00

back to post yeah todae had sl meeting hahas ii thought this meeting was a bad 1 cos ii thought we will tio scolding from MR ry but .. hahas heng ah nv ^^ hahas so lucky then after the meeting we need to do the punishment thing yupps 25 squat 25 sit up 25 pumping 25 jumping jets.. my leg now pain lah ahhhhh who ask me nv go sl de pt so long le haize .. die my standed drop =( must built it back again haize ... 23 dec going back to sch for the sec1 thinggy then 21 got sl meeting and pt wow so much thing happen ah

1. happy birthday to CHINGNA

2. happy advance birthday to shafia

2009-12-10T00:27:00.002+08:00

hahas found this noob noob de photo of VANESSA
yeah hahas thanks for the post yeah ^^ hahas happy
ya nv see uue very long liao ii know tat uue will miss me like hell
correct haha yeah finally okay wif my mum le =)
thank you for being by my side when ii am sad ...
dont worry your dreams wont come true de HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH...
ii wont be so bad to let your dreams come ture de lah
4 years of friendship and still counting on......

2009-12-06T19:41:00.003+08:00

chalet photos - ^^

2009-11-28T22:25:00.002+08:00

band chalet !!!!

2009-11-23T19:50:00.003+08:00

把爱留在身边窗外有个蓝蓝的天

落叶那一瞬间急得多穿一件

一天我的日记却病眼恹恹

我们隔的太远太远

多喜欢你重来不会说

多在乎你到底懂不懂

你有没有对我一点点心动oh~

爱我的话给我回答

我的爱丫爱丫没时差

等待是我为你付出的代价oh~

爱我的话要回答

我只等你等你一句话

走太远你走太远你的回答

听不见

一天过了一天我的日记却病恹恹

我们隔的太远太远

多喜欢你从来不说

多在乎你到底懂不懂

你有没有对我一点点心动oh~

爱我的话给我回答

我得爱丫爱丫没时差

等待是我为你付出的代价oh~

爱我的话要回答

我只等你等你一句话

走太远你走太远你的回答

听不见

爱我的话给我回答

我得爱丫爱丫没时差

等带是我为你付出的代价oh~

爱我的话给我要回答

我只等你等你一句话

走太远你走太远你的回答

听不见

我真的真在等你那句话

2009-11-20T22:55:00.000+08:00

- haize dont know wat to say abt uue -

2009-11-19T23:11:00.003+08:00

我的心好乱好乱不知道应不应该说出来。。

如果我说出来了我们也许连朋友多没得做

但如果我不说出来我心里会很不好受

这么办？

当我闭上眼睛的时候我满脑子里想的多是你

有好多时候我很想对你说我x你。。

但是到最后还是说不出口

也许我们还是当朋友比较适合也说不定